The Life & Recovery of Paul Jackson: Weight Report

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Weight Report

I finally got to 24 Hour Fitness to weigh myself for the month. It has been an amazing autumn in Omaha, so I've been doing all my execising outdoors. My weight is 452, down from 462 last month.

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Clarity

I never understood football players in the big game praying. Praying for something specific to happen always seemed a bit unpure to me. I used to pray for the ability to wake up the next morning. However, I'd never put any effort into dismantling my fears of obesity, chest pains, and my impending death. I wound rather lay and pray to a God I wasn't all faithful in rather than get myself active in the spirit. Clarity is what I found in OA. The mental clarity I needed to change myself. For over twenty years I let food get in the way of what I needed to see, hear, feel, and live. The world no longer seems so daunting to me. I can now look forward to the struggles of life as learning experiences. Realizing now that facing my life won't kill me.