The Life & Recovery of Paul Jackson: Daily Report

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Daily Report

b - bowl of cereal
l - a plate of bean nachos
d - 2 bowl of vegetarian fried rice

green light vegetarian day

e - 30 of walking at 24HF, 20 minutes of weight training

2 comments:

momz said...: you inspire me...love ya bebo...momz; January 4, 2008 at 9:48 AM
momz said...: p.s. and welcome baaaaacck!!!!; January 4, 2008 at 5:59 PM

Clarity

I never understood football players in the big game praying. Praying for something specific to happen always seemed a bit unpure to me. I used to pray for the ability to wake up the next morning. However, I'd never put any effort into dismantling my fears of obesity, chest pains, and my impending death. I wound rather lay and pray to a God I wasn't all faithful in rather than get myself active in the spirit. Clarity is what I found in OA. The mental clarity I needed to change myself. For over twenty years I let food get in the way of what I needed to see, hear, feel, and live. The world no longer seems so daunting to me. I can now look forward to the struggles of life as learning experiences. Realizing now that facing my life won't kill me.