The Life & Recovery of Paul Jackson: Daily Report

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Daily Report

b- 1 pbj sandwich and 1/2 a bowl of cereal
later on - 3 nutri-grain bars
l-anger whopper, rodeo cheeseburger, 1/3 king size fry
d- 2 bowls of general chicken with rice and broccoli

yellow light day

e - none

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Clarity

I never understood football players in the big game praying. Praying for something specific to happen always seemed a bit unpure to me. I used to pray for the ability to wake up the next morning. However, I'd never put any effort into dismantling my fears of obesity, chest pains, and my impending death. I wound rather lay and pray to a God I wasn't all faithful in rather than get myself active in the spirit. Clarity is what I found in OA. The mental clarity I needed to change myself. For over twenty years I let food get in the way of what I needed to see, hear, feel, and live. The world no longer seems so daunting to me. I can now look forward to the struggles of life as learning experiences. Realizing now that facing my life won't kill me.