The Life & Recovery of Paul Jackson: Food

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Food

Breakfast - 2 cups of Chinwendu's Special w/ milk.

Lunch - 2 Tuna Sandwiches on Onion Kaiser Buns w/ tomato, baby spinach, onion & bell pepper.

Dinner - 2 Boca Burgers on Onion Kaiser Buns w/ tomato, baby spinach, & cheese, about 20 Corn Chips with Garlic Hummus Dip.

Drinks - 8 ounces of juice, the rest of the day I had water.

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Clarity

I never understood football players in the big game praying. Praying for something specific to happen always seemed a bit unpure to me. I used to pray for the ability to wake up the next morning. However, I'd never put any effort into dismantling my fears of obesity, chest pains, and my impending death. I wound rather lay and pray to a God I wasn't all faithful in rather than get myself active in the spirit. Clarity is what I found in OA. The mental clarity I needed to change myself. For over twenty years I let food get in the way of what I needed to see, hear, feel, and live. The world no longer seems so daunting to me. I can now look forward to the struggles of life as learning experiences. Realizing now that facing my life won't kill me.