The Life & Recovery of Paul Jackson: We now return you to regular programming....

Monday, May 26, 2008

We now return you to regular programming....

Having holiday stuff and gathering with friends and family is always great. However after two day of being at functions, I'm really grateful that I'm going to work tomorrow. It should be a good ol' regular day. I need a regular day.

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Clarity

I never understood football players in the big game praying. Praying for something specific to happen always seemed a bit unpure to me. I used to pray for the ability to wake up the next morning. However, I'd never put any effort into dismantling my fears of obesity, chest pains, and my impending death. I wound rather lay and pray to a God I wasn't all faithful in rather than get myself active in the spirit. Clarity is what I found in OA. The mental clarity I needed to change myself. For over twenty years I let food get in the way of what I needed to see, hear, feel, and live. The world no longer seems so daunting to me. I can now look forward to the struggles of life as learning experiences. Realizing now that facing my life won't kill me.